when a man picks up a gun

SORROW WILL silently FOLLOW HIM THE REST OF HIS DAYS

-I have forgotten (and overlooked) one side effect to this old hairstyle. Instead of my old spikey hairstyle that looks like a damn asian porn star, this hairstyle seems to make you want to talk to yourself more. It can really drive you crazy.

-I am tired of losing friends. I don't want to lose any more friends... but there is only one solution to this unfortunately.

-I got up with a hangover this morning (not as horrible as last week) (the G36 was ofcourse unloaded so I coudn't blow my brains out that way). Went to my friends house so I could ride in his new BMW Z3 coupe.. very excited.. but when I got there, his NEWLY BOUGHT car woudln't start. I had to stay conscious until 4 pm (I should have known better and gotten food - no breakfast or lunch for me.) and we watched RESIDENT EVIL 2.

-Resident Evil 2. Well I love beautiful Ukranian acresses in zombie movies : ) but this film was really a HIGH BUDGET CYNTHIA ROTHROCK movie. A man in a rubber suit against a hot girl with guns and some moves. Unlike the first movie which I loved, this one has Jovovich in a fishnet (bleah) and all her fighting moves were MASKED in ARTISTIC frame cutting and blurring. The first movie showed off more (moves) but they just cheated here I could hardly see anything. The moves were good but looked fake with the artistic motion blur. I don't think a pint of GUINESS could have helped this movie. This movie is just dumb and a show off. The first tho randomly scary had good bio virus theory, a bitchin soundtrack and also a plot and tactile story. This one was too chaotic. Hellif they copied the vieogame I would have liked it.

-THO I have to admit.. I developed a weakness for 2 SWAT type tactical mercenaries who have 1) a nice italian and yugoslavian/israeli(?) accent. 2) Names Nicoli & Yuri. 3) Not bad looking either : ).

-The whole movie just wanted me to jump of a flying object with a rope and some guns and.. well you get it..

- Being a fan of the game and bio virus theory.. well it wasn't in this one.. they explained too much and just had diposable poeple dying and Mila kicking butt for no good reason. Call me sexist but I will be frank that I really don't get off with a pretty girl shooting things or kicking butt (bubblegum crisis was never a 'classic' for me). (I have seen some women who could REALLY kick my ass in Muai Tai - but you know the psyche is not portrayed well in movies - sorry i can't respect a cute girl with a gun EVER - until she has that barrel pointed at my head with a calm face - yeah I am sexist or just disillusioned with hollywood). I liked the first Resident evil because of the irony of Alice (in wonderland) with a red dress.. the irony of fighting in one of those.. I think it is the same way in better Tomorrow 2 when Chow was a gunslinging chef. Did Jovovich look great in the red dress and leathr jacket.. DEFINITELY.. an out of place costume.. yeah.. (and ofcourse Michelle Rodriguez was there.. ok I take it back I respect her for a good tough girl portral.. in fact the BEST!! She is prolly the only gun toting woman actress I would respect...)

-Chinese people are really a screwed up bunch of folks. Being raised by one, and BEING one.. I know what they are force fed as kids. (kind a sad, the old 1st-2nd generation anyways.) Everyone is out to screw you in life, and if you let them then its YOUR FAULT, not theirs. its really dishearting when you're being lectured this at 8 years old. Them Chinese guys.. they are after your money, your time, your affection, your attention, and if not they're out to prove that they are better than you... or.. is that all people in general?

-I am really tired of losing friends I love.